Its been a while!!

So iv been meaning to come back here and blog but I havent. I have no excuses, so I wont even bother. I was speaking to  my cousin Roshan who asked me why I wasnt blogging! Its so much easier on myspace, it took me several attempts to even access my blog today! Im so not computer savvy *plays the worlds smallest violin* but hopefully I will get going with this. My brother paid for this too, so i really need to get going!!

Im not sure what i want to blog about here… whether to make it a Korea thing, a life thing, a relationship thing… or all of the above! But for now, i think a general update of my life is probably a good way to start!

Korea… looks like its going ahead… everyone seems quite excited at the prospect of me going over to teach english there, bar my parents! My mother knows and is so not happy, I havent told my dad yet… not really sure there is a right moment for that. But meh, i will eventually tell him. I was supposed to tell him last weekend, but since he and my mum have come back from Egypt, they have both been sick… nothing serious… just coughing competitions and the like! So this weekend i think il break it to them… my mum is in for a shock because she thinks im going in October, whereas im actuallu planning to be there in May job permitting.

Other than that, life pretty much sucks at the moment. The job situation is dire here, well like everywhere i suppose. I dont really want to get a job now because id get too comfortable and end up not going to Korea, add to that its kinda unfair to join a place where they train you up, just for you to up and leave… i dont know…. im not digging that. But staying at home is making me go stir crazy so im looking for something to tide me over, get me out of the house, and some voluntary work. I have applied to volunteer with domestic violence victims. Im waiting to hear on that one.

So much has happened in the last three years, iv made the best friends a girl could ever wish for, iv loved and lost … or what i thought was love… turns out it wasnt love at all… and im at that ‘what was i thinking’ phase now…  but more than anything… no matter what people say… or how i manage to screw things up… at the end of the day… int he words of Mr Sinatra himself…. I did it my way… thats all that matters.

Im very excited about my new life in Korea, if it does indeed go ahead. Im very excited about life itself, there is so much ahead for me… so much to do.. so much to acheive… and plenty of laughter along the way.

I’ll be back… for now… this is all …..I came across this video of outtakes from a suicide bombers video… kinda funny… im not sure how to get videos on here… so here goes… if i cant get it to work, i shall just leave the url

Lots of love and dunkin donuts xxx