“Run your fingers through my soul. For once, just once, feel exactly what I feel, believe what I believe, perceive as I perceive, look, experience, examine, and for once; just once, understand.”
Well time for an update… i hate the lay out i have on here… and i hate that im such a tard i cant figure out how to make my posts look pretty with pictures and videos… which is so easy on myspace. Oh well… i will have to just learn!!
I got the job in S Korea and i leave on the 22nd of August. I was so excited and so relieved to have finally got the job. But now im a bag of nerves. I think thats to be expected really…… i kinda cant sleep at the moment which is why im writing this at 4.30am!! That was not expected… i LOVE my sleep like its oxygen!! So im not too pleased about being up all night.
Nyways, today marks a new beginning for me… kinda. Sad and happy.. meh…. life is just one conundrum really. I hope that Korea will be kind to me!! Its the first time im going abroad on my own… let alone moving and working abroad. But i know it will do me the world of good. So here goes…
Nothing much else to report… im busy finishing off my tefl before i go. Its a pain in the ass… here was me thinking theres just 3 tenses… past, present and future… well app not!!! I hate grammar… i mean it comes naturally to me, but hell if i know how to actually construct a sentence. Well i should know this by the time i get there… or il be in real trouble… or my kids will be. I think il just teach them to say ’sup homey’ , ‘iiiis it’ and ‘face boverred’? lol….
Well theres no turning back now.. iv signed the contract, booked my ticket… now all thats left is to to pack. How does one pack for a year?!!! Man im not looking forward to the packing.
Im so not feeling creative right now… so il leave it here… and i should hopefully update this regularly when im in Korea…. till the next time….
It really isnt my fault that i dont blog on here much. See, i started blogging on myspace, and blogger (RIP) and had no problems using video’s and pictures to make my blog pretty but for the life of me i CANNOT do anything on here *sigh* Im bloody hopeless with computers, well technology on a whole… but omg i suck at using wordpress!!!
So heres an update with NO pictures, or video’s um or emoticons it would seem *double sigh*
First things first… i got a job… woo hoo…. I interviewed for a post in a school in Korea and got the job… but it starts in May and I can only start in August.. so not so woo hoo. Iv been accepted onto another agency.. a Canadian one… i had an hours interview on the phone and am so pleased iv got through. So hopefully they will find me a job by August. My friend Jay who’s from NC in America has just landed himself a job and leaves in about 10 days time i think. He really deserves the job, and has been ready to go for a lil while now, so im super stoked that he got the job and im looking forward to chilling with him when i finally get out there. We are using the same agency so iv asked that i be placed within abusable distance from him
My brother started a new job today, so i hope it went well.
So iv been meaning to come back here and blog but I havent. I have no excuses, so I wont even bother. I was speaking to my cousin Roshan who asked me why I wasnt blogging! Its so much easier on myspace, it took me several attempts to even access my blog today! Im so not computer savvy *plays the worlds smallest violin* but hopefully I will get going with this. My brother paid for this too, so i really need to get going!!
Im not sure what i want to blog about here… whether to make it a Korea thing, a life thing, a relationship thing… or all of the above! But for now, i think a general update of my life is probably a good way to start!
Korea… looks like its going ahead… everyone seems quite excited at the prospect of me going over to teach english there, bar my parents! My mother knows and is so not happy, I havent told my dad yet… not really sure there is a right moment for that. But meh, i will eventually tell him. I was supposed to tell him last weekend, but since he and my mum have come back from Egypt, they have both been sick… nothing serious… just coughing competitions and the like! So this weekend i think il break it to them… my mum is in for a shock because she thinks im going in October, whereas im actuallu planning to be there in May job permitting.
Other than that, life pretty much sucks at the moment. The job situation is dire here, well like everywhere i suppose. I dont really want to get a job now because id get too comfortable and end up not going to Korea, add to that its kinda unfair to join a place where they train you up, just for you to up and leave… i dont know…. im not digging that. But staying at home is making me go stir crazy so im looking for something to tide me over, get me out of the house, and some voluntary work. I have applied to volunteer with domestic violence victims. Im waiting to hear on that one.
So much has happened in the last three years, iv made the best friends a girl could ever wish for, iv loved and lost … or what i thought was love… turns out it wasnt love at all… and im at that ‘what was i thinking’ phase now… but more than anything… no matter what people say… or how i manage to screw things up… at the end of the day… int he words of Mr Sinatra himself…. I did it my way… thats all that matters.
Im very excited about my new life in Korea, if it does indeed go ahead. Im very excited about life itself, there is so much ahead for me… so much to do.. so much to acheive… and plenty of laughter along the way.
I’ll be back… for now… this is all …..I came across this video of outtakes from a suicide bombers video… kinda funny… im not sure how to get videos on here… so here goes… if i cant get it to work, i shall just leave the url
Its 2.30am and my brother has helped me set this up… so im way too tired to write anything that will make sense. Once i get to grips with how to use this, i will start posting more… but for now… watch out world… iv entered the worldwide web
um or emoticons it would seem *double sigh*
